average indefinite

Sir Chris,

“Demand a little…”

I asked. I tried. Nobody gave me anything. Nobody was willing to save a scrap of their time for me. I’m just average indefinite.

So I masked because I’m tired.

But then it is tiring too to laugh when already falling to pieces… and to cry when you know that nobody cares.

Average Indefinite?
I am trying to balance what I feel with what I should feel. Everyone’s a liar sometimes, but I see that everyone’s lying to me—even myself. I say, even you.

I love you but I feel that I shouldn’t. But everyone’s a lover! This average indefinite person would gladly be everyone to you if you only ask… but even if I try to be everyone (that you need) to you, I will be tired because I will just be trying to demand from you a little something that you would not be able to give.

And that’s Love.

~Cherry